Dear Darus

I am thankful for everything I have learned from you. Of course I will miss you but I know this was the best decision. We have so much growing and learning to do. I wish you the best in all your future endeavors. A part of me wants to be selfish and keep holding on to you. It’s really hard to fight those feelings. I just feel like I swallowed a big pill and it was choking me as I was driving to camp. Today I saw a family and just wanted to cry. I always imagined us being together forever with no hiccups like a perfect fairy tale. It’s still hard to process right now and I just wanna stop crying. I know ripping the bandaid hurts but damn I just feel like I really lost my bestfriend and lover. I love you no matter what babe.

Love,

Tierra