She really looked at me and told me I didn’t love you, but more like great affection for you. But I do love you. I want you to become your best self and accomplish all your goals. I want you to do what’s best for yourself first because that’s what I was doing. I still think about you all the time and we decided together to breakup together. I mean you didn’t want to be my friends so what more could I have possibly done? She said if I truly loved you I wouldn’t be here but I would be with you trying to get you back. But I’m like no. I just wanted to work on our friendship. Still it’s weird hearing that again because all my feeling were true.

And I realize now why it took me so long to come home. I didn’t want anybody to ask about you.