Comfort of A man

How could you know someone is the one? Like witnessing someone be with someone that isn’t their soulmate is weird thinking back on it. But she decided to love him way before he loved himself — she said maybe he lied about what he wanted through the years but her decision to show love towards him never changed. And now after he has cheated and decided to leave you let him in again? After he has embarrassed you and beat on you? But he isn’t that guy you fell in love with. Whoever that guy was who sold those dreams of love was clearly a lie. So why take him back? Are you sure it’s only economical reasons. I mean get the bills paid but Naa if you do me wrong, you wrong.

So I wonder if the though of having him around physically is comforting ? Is there some peace that she finds in this chaos of love? Did she miss the thing that was was so bad for her?