The goal was to build. The goal was to try new things. My brother asked what connection. I said the spiritual connection. He said this man a Christian or something? I said not like that silly, we used meditate and try to understand. He said so why you not fighting for if? I did because I’m not my best person and neither is he and I ain’t tryna distract him. He don’t need to worry about me because I’m gonna be ok. He said that’s deep man. I was like yea kinda but that doesn’t change shit lol. Bro was like sound like you need go get him back. I’m like naa he seem to be doing fine