Senior year has been one of the most stressful years of my life. Everyday something riggers anxiety I never knew I had. I know anxiety is a term that’s thrown around, but that level of anxiousness and nervousness can really turn a good day into a bad one. I went into senior year just thinking about the end and almost forgot to enjoy the now. My interactions with everyone is new and exciting .I try to laugh and be free most of the time. At night all these concepts of adulthood and taking care of myself just tear me to shreds. The thought of making sure I eat everyday, buy everything I need including tampons and soap is the most overwhelming thing. In these day I just feel like I complain  to myself about what has to be done. 

Before I graduate I just want more memories. I want everything in the next 5 months to be eye opening. I want to be enlightened and empowered by what I learn in school because I am tired of being bored, sleepy, and hungry. I want to feel passion for these idiots I am at school with for eight hours. I want these last few months to make me miss being a kid, but ready for this new routine. I want all these people who ain’t ‘bout shit to *exits stage right* because I don’t need you to wait until we graduate like just leave now.