Why live if we’re being serveillanced but I’ll post my life anyway

Him

Bruh I’m at your house and this man legit sleep and I’m bored but I don’t wanna leave cause I just wanted to spend time with him like I legit have some feelings for him and it sucks knowing he not emotionally available and I admit that it bothers me cause I wanted a relationship and I wanted to grow with him and my dreams of that happening are slim af cause buddyfinna graduate next year

Pt. 2

Soo this morning I wake up and I’m not in my dorm again. Day 2 in a room Tierra like wowwww you better be grown now — but I woke up next to him gave him a kiss and rolled back over. At home I never thought this woukd happen cause I never fucked with a nigga that hard. Thought I was only gonna experience this with my husband, but I enjoyed it. I still feel like I can always sleep by myself – like I don’t understand how folks get attached to somebody sleeping next to them. I guess I just like having my own space. For now I have no clue where this is going but I’ll take it slow and still focus on books.