No letting Go

Goodmorning

When i wake up next to you it feels heavenly. But when i go back to my dorm i don’t miss you at all. I don’t mind sleeping by myself or not calling you everyday. I still enjoy my solitude —- but these feelings i have are growing. I️ hate that i have to lock them away. I’ve been down this road so every time I’m away from you i think about whybshoukd i even come back. I want more than sex and i know that when we met. I didn’t think you would become a big deal to me. Now I’m here next to you in bed, journaling my feelings away because i know before the semester ends I want to tell you I love you because it’s rolled through my head a few times.