Him pt.2

I remember one time you told me not to let you become a distraction. Yesterday you tell me how clingy you can be and you ask why you only see me during the weekend. I don’t have hoes and i don’t replace you — i just focus on school and get work done Sunday through Thrusday .

So now I’m here again on this beautiful morning and i feel so vulnerable. I still don’t know what i want from you exactly. I mean affection is cool and our relationship is semi-intimate but that question of whether I see this being a long term thing still floats around in the back of my head. I’m never felt like you don’t want that but i don’t wanna suffocate you fr so I’m here still processing.