SO honestly I always used this platform to flush out anything I was feeling. Its my outlet to figure out how I move and how I live. Before you, I listened to podcasts every morning, drunk my tea, did my makeup every day, did yoga, read and researched, took long walks and spent time on trails. In general freshmen year was such a transitional time for me. I was running from so much pain and hurt. Looking back I knew I was still hurt, but going to therapy made me feel like everything was under control. 

I’m not this horrible toxic person that you try to describe. I’m just a person learning how to be better. Yea, my stubborness and spoiled life gets in the away – but i’m not toxic. I just don’t feel no change. Like I feel like things were suppose to change but ehh.