Am I wife-able?

Literally within the week of us breaking up hella folk from the past popped up. Nobody the same person in high school. Like we all done grew up but damn everybody was speaking on marriage. Marriage isn’t one of those 4 month relationships that you can just split part. Plus I’m too selfish right now to be a wife. I mean being taken care of wouldn’t hurt but I can be my own women or I’m at least learning how to be. Marriage just seem so scary when only 5% on my family still in a marriage and 2% in a healthy one. My image of love was pretty much trash so like it’s just a gut feeling and the Bible I’m modeling. Like how God love Jesus is unconditional and I got unconditional love but is there an extent? People change and desires change so does love just fluctuate? Like I understand love is timeless but marriage ? I don’t think I’m ready for that. Thanks for all the flattering comments— bt im cool. Cooking and cleaning and fucking and managing the books wasn’t really for me right now. On top of that children and a family? Naa I don’t even know how my grandma handle that at 19. Like kudos to sis.