You don’t forget people over night. I remember one time reading this book and I saw how much love was in your heart. You wrote so many details about how you missed and loved and I felt slightly bad because it was your outlet at one point but I needed to understand. I began to cry because it hurt so much knowing you felt that way about someone else. Like I have cared before but I have never had a connection like that to someone.

It worries me sometimes that I won’t even and I try my best not to think about it but ehh it gets the best of me. Right now I am still working on me, but apart of me just can’t shake