First Day

Honestly best thing that happened to me is I found some sage in the mall and I found this beautiful store. I thought when I saw Noah I could really handle it and all I did was make a mad dash for the door Lmaoo. Could even stand waiting for the elevator after I peeped his presence in the room. It makes me so anxious and I’m kinda afraid to face him like I’m not ready to say “hey wassup?” Or “How’s was your summer” or a simple wave. I thought I could but Naa not yet. And the craziest part is I lived through my Deja vu yesterday that I dreamed about him knocking on my door and we sitting and talking — but of course that didn’t happen lol.

Anyway I enjoyed having my friends come over and spend time with me. I really be out here working and it’s crazyyyyyy. Somebody said today ,” I bossed tf up.” And I don’t blame being single or nothing like I was glowing regardless because I knew I was transitioning anyway and getting my own place sucks cause it just make me feel more grown and listening to the folks is like yea whatever lol