I feel fierce and against the world. I’m always tired honestly and I want to party hard this weekend. I love everyone that has been placed in my life and i’m excited for twenty. I still crave that transparency but living in truth is harder than you think. It’s not that I purpose lie or omit information but I really have to work on being comfortable in my own truth. But I accomplished my Summer goals and everything is good with the apartment. 

This year I want to learn more about Spanish politics and travel more. I want to understand why marriage is forced upon people and why every friend from home wants this marriage and kid. I feel like I want to be more present and make the best economic decisions. But adulting is fun except for when you have to pay bills lol