emotional for what? or do you just hide behind the beat?

Am I crazy or semi-insane? Are you being mature or not just caring enough? Was I suppose to fight a little harder or we never mention each other again? and for some reason, we are handling everything ok right? – but no one there to listen. I mean our friends try but we can only be thankful that someone is listening == and who said this would be easier? so far only anger makes it easy at times cause its a more apathetic approach but this time the feelings just sneak back up on ya lol.