I really took this month to process all those feelings that were put aside cause of work and adjusting. And wow I was hiding from them but life naturally slowed back down me I realized you were gone — i think back like how tf i let that happen and I thought I was ready but I don’t know when I will be. Your picture still hang on the board. I ain’t ready to throw those away. But I got some answers and high T still hopes and hold on. One thing I do remember is when someone comes along eventually they’ll be the only thing that is on your mental and the memories will always be in my heart but it’s ok