Long roads ahead

Nobody will ever the amount of love and affection you gave me. I could never expect no one to be you but I could expect the to bring more to the table. My white lies burned any remnants of a bridge and chance at a friendship. I’m just tired babe. I’m tired of all the tears and sadness. It was driving me insane being so close in proximity. I just don’t want to run anymore either. I really pray for healing for both of us. I’m sorry